2021.10.21 10:49 BidNice3488 #SatlokVsEarth सतलोक में जाने के बाद जीवात्मा का जन्म-मरण हमेशा के लिए समाप्त हो जाता है। लेकिन सतभक्ति के अभाव में पृथ्वी के प्राणी 84 लाख योनियों के चक्कर में भटकते रहते हैं।अधिक जानकारी के लिए Sant Rampal Ji Maharaj Youtube Channel पर Visit करें |
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2021.10.21 10:49 Embarrassed-Novel931 Pokémon Colosseum Live Stream Part 2
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2021.10.21 10:49 Major_Apartment_228 My (19F) Mom is becoming increasingly difficult to handle and my sister isn't helping
This all started a few years ago when I was 15. I've had a pretty uneventful life to that point, happy kid, got along well with my older ( 7yr difference ) sister and good parents.
My mom has worked in the past ( bank teller ) but left it when she had me to become a stay at home mom. My dad was a Welder, and from what I gathered he made good money. However, that required him to travel a lot, going to other countries for weeks at a time to complete some jobs. I don't claim to know anything about welding but it was mostly because he specialised in some specific kinds of welds/materials. Because of this I didn't get to see him that much, but it was ok because once he came back he would always bring me these small souvenirs from other countries that I'd love, like a snow globe, miniature monuments, artisanal jewellery, etc, and we'd spend some good quality time together. I was always very close to my dad, and my sister was very close to my mom, and things were good.
When I was 15, my dad was on one of those work trips. I remember my mom getting a call and looking really shocked as she listened. She told me to go to the other room as 'Mom needs to talk on the phone about some important things', and so I went. I could still hear her a bit, and I remember her being in disbelief, "No no no, it can't be, you must have called the wrong number" and eventually starting to sob. A few minutes later she called me and my sister to the room, bloodshot eyes, and started telling us about how there had been an accident at Dad's work site, and he didn't make it. She told us what happened, but at that moment my mind went blank. Words were coming out of her mouth but not reaching my brain and every memory of that event is just a blur. What I know, and later gathered through other accounts, is that Dad was working on a build and due to some oversight or something like that, the thing he was welding had leftover flammable fumes inside. As he was welding it, the thing exploded. He survived the initial blast but later died in the hospital due to severe burns to most of his body.
The funeral was the saddest moment in my life, and we weren't even able to have an open casket for obvious reasons to look at him one last time. Imagining how he must have looked like inside was heart crushing. My memories of him are of this tall, always smiling, guy, always returning from his trips with something to cheer me up with, and now he was gone, without even a last goodbye.
Ever since this happened, my mom hasn't been the same. Slowly, she started drinking more and more, and increasing her anxiety meds dosage. It's a really bad combo that has left her as a shell of what she used to be. A cheery person that cared for us is now always spaced out, watching tv, barely doing things around the house and having fit attacks where she screams at me or my sister for whatever stupid thing she could think of at the moment. It has put on an enormous strain on us, but we manage. I've tried to talk to her in the past to get her addictions under control, but whenever I bring it up it only seems to aggravate her more. Recently, she has started to blame me for what happened. She never wanted to have me, I was an accident, and if it weren't for me my dad wouldn't have to take those dangerous jobs overseas and would still be with us. Of course this hurts me a lot, I loved him and I know he loved me, but hearing this from my mom tears me apart. My sister, who I've confided in most of my life, is starting to take my mom's side and resent me for what happened as well. She's been a trouble child at school and now, at 26, she's still working part time jobs that she can't hold for very long. I feel abandoned, but I want this family to work out.
Right now I don't know how to handle things anymore. With the covid lockdowns, things have gotten worse, as before she could still go out sometimes and meet her friends and blow some steam off, but ever since we got stuck at home things have quickly escalated - more alcohol, more meds, and god knows what else. We barely have enough money right now, as we're living off the money our dad left us and government benefits, and I've had to chime in on occasion to help pay the bills. It's not much, as my work experience is basically working at a Starbucks but it's what I can do for now. I wanted to have entered university this year but I put that on hold to be able to help at home and try to save some money for my education as I feel I'll have little help from my family.
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2021.10.21 10:49 no-0p The Economist is Auctioning it's DeFi cover as an NFT!
For those that don't know The Economist is a British weekly magazine that covers economics, politics, global affairs and more. The journalism is top notch and they are consistently known as one of the least biased news sources particularly from a left/right split. (They are explicit about their bias towards free people and free markets, classic liberalism, but never in a reductionist or maxi way). The Economist is often upstream of many other "mainstream" news sources so this is a leading indicator that the S-curve is launching.
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2021.10.21 10:49 chamotruche «Tout a augmenté»: les prix explosent au Québec avec la pire hausse de l'inflation depuis 1991
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2021.10.21 10:49 Barber_Extension FilthyFrank Voice IT’s time to stop
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2021.10.21 10:49 aq64 Anyone got the TX85 Pro scooter? Specs on it look quite good for the price and was looking for something quite cheap. (Newbie btw)
2021.10.21 10:49 ngochuy1411 Parking lot: green is the new black
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2021.10.21 10:49 SheppySage1 [Idea] Roaming Bots to gather Rocks/Plants
I was thinking on challenge runs, in particular those that try to do as much on the home planet as possible. If there was a way to make gathering titanium and other materials from rocks and plants a little more efficiently it could be really helpful. Maybe make it so you can’t build them, but instead you could task your drones to “mine rocks/trees” and come back with the fruits of their labor. Really give in to your destructive, planet strip-mining side but at the cost of building efficiency.
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2021.10.21 10:49 catawsome17 Mookey, slugga, nd juju manager down bad doing scams with them locked up😭😭😭 he praying to god every day mookey get out
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2021.10.21 10:49 Maltonibk 50% off Kindle Paperwhite, the lowest price I've seen
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2021.10.21 10:49 Few_Requirements Gum Wall [Canon A1; Kodak Portra 400]
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2021.10.21 10:49 panthera57 Katherine Heigl vs Scarlett Johansson
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2021.10.21 10:49 ChocPeanutButterJaz i've been seeing some price target related FUD recently- REMEMBER, WE SET THE PRICE. LOCK THE FLOAT AND WE CAN SHOOT STRAIGHT PAST THE MOON AND INTO ANDROMEDA- HEDGIES MUST CLOSE. DON'T LET YOUR STONKS GO FOR LESS THAN THEY'RE WORTH.
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2021.10.21 10:49 VamosRamos3 So Thicc
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2021.10.21 10:49 faithforgottenland wholegrain pancake! the myth! the legend! after a year of playing!!!
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2021.10.21 10:49 jollyairplane414 SCRC/Dr. Ghadir
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2021.10.21 10:49 doberdann1019 Does this stress anyone out?
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2021.10.21 10:49 maxipet050 Opening the monsters within pack from second week prizes when you already own all the items grants you 400 apex coins, thanks respawn :)
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2021.10.21 10:49 Single-Childhood3325 🌟 CISLA ON LBANK.INFO 🚀 🌟🌟 CHECK OUT THE OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT OF LBANK 🌟🌟 📣 IMPORTANT DATES AND TIMES 📣 Deposit time ： 22nd Oct. 07:00 AM UTC Trading time : 22nd Oct. 03:00 PM UTC ______________________________ https://youtu.be/HJz9JOYj6Rk
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2021.10.21 10:49 SigmaForceSpeedy I'm really digging the lobster's new outfit