2021.10.21 11:56 HannibalLunchBox My deceased parents are now grandparents.
My parents, whom both I’d lost on Dec 25th of 2020 are going to be grandparents. I’m having a really hard time dealing with the fact that my son will never know them. They’ll just be pictures and stories to him, no matter how much I bring them into his life.
It hurts me so much seeing people get to announce this amazing news to their mom, or dad, and I’ll never get to feel that. I love my in-laws, and they’re amazing, but they’re not MY parents. They’re not MY mom, and dad. It’s like a stab in the chest every time I think of it.
The driver who hit them continues to take pieces of me away with every new part of my life that they’ll never get to be here for. My sister, thankfully was able to have two amazing children, and my parents were very well involved in their lives. They were amazing with them! I cant help but feel slightly jealous that my children wont get that same childhood. They’ll only ever get my wife’s parents, who again, are amazing people…but you get what I’m saying.
Now I’m a christian, and I have my faith, and I do believe that they are watching me, but they’re not HERE. Every day I drive to work and back home thinking about everything they’re missing and how much I miss them and it’s eating me alive.
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2021.10.21 11:56 sirJ2X Best Clutch for Stock DD/Drift 325Ci?
Right now, I have a 2001 325ci vert e46 with 140,000 miles. What I want the car to be is a streetable drift car. Nothing too crazy, but can controllably slide around mall parking lots and tracks.
My current clutch isn't disengaging so I am using this as an opportunity to upgrade a bit. I am about to change it out with a new clutch kit off of eBay. Either brand I am going with is clutch max.
I plan on using a lightweight flywheel. The stock flywheel is about 25lbs.Clutch Max offers two variants of flywheels. Chromoly, which is about 15lbs; and aluminium, which is about 11lbs. I know I would enjoy a new flywheel because when I would try to clutch kick when fully stock, it would take a while for me to rev the engine, which I don't like. Plus it would make accelerating, upshifts, and downshifts feel faster, so that, along with the new 3.46 welded diff I got would make my car feel a lot better. Because of that, I am leaning towards an aluminium ltw flywheel. I know that transmssion chatter would be worse with this, but it would only be audible at idle. I watched throttle houses review of his lightweight flywheel which made it not seem that bad as well.
I have no idea which clutch to use. Right now, I am leaning towards clutch max's stage 3: ceramic segmented sprung center hub clutch. The reason why I am leaning towards this is because since I plan on drifting my car, I want to have a material that can withstand the conditions drifting puts a clutch through, which is harsh use and high temps. I feel that ceramic handles these conditions better than organic. I am going with a segmented ceramic instead of a 6 puck because my car is low-powered, so I don't believe that I need that extra clamping force that a 6 puck provides. I plan on clutch kicking a lot so bite is really important to me. I am slightly worried about how DD it would be though because again, it would also be my daily, so I am looking for the perfect balance between bite and tolerable slip. My other option is their stage 1: HD woven organic sprung center hub clutch. It is an organic clutch that has metal woven through to provide extra bite to an organic clutch. It wouldn't be able to hand the same temps or bite as hard as a ceramic clutch, but it would be more DD'able due to it being able to slip and feel more stock. I ruled out kevlar, as it doesn't like to be slipped and can easily glaze when introduced to too much heat, which it doesn't recover from.
clutch max's stage 3 or clutch max's stage 1
I heard that the bearings that come from the kit manufacturers suck, so I am getting the Sachs Bearing Kit with whatever kit I plan on getting.
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2021.10.21 11:56 Breadsie Invest in Hank Schrader template but it's squid game
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2021.10.21 11:56 Filmfan345 13 years ago, the book Millennium Falcon was released!
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2021.10.21 11:56 No-Connection98 Professor advice for CS1337
Hello, I will be taking CS1337 next semester and I am having a hard time deciding who to take. I am a CS major and I want to have strong coding skills, and I heard Jason Smith's class prepares you very well. But at the same time, I heard the course can get overwhelming with the workload. I am not a good programmer but I will do my best. My other options are Doug DeGroot, J. Veerasamy, and Scott Dollinger. Have you taken any of these professors and who would you recommend? How can I get an A in this course? Any advice, insight will be much appreciated!!!
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2021.10.21 11:56 dantroha The Best 30 Token Generators in Magic
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2021.10.21 11:56 No-Lawfulness-5630 Please visit www.jagatgururampalji.org
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2021.10.21 11:56 Rich_Ad7356 cursed_bees
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2021.10.21 11:56 Eqwort tf2's doing that whenever I try to join a casual match, does anyone know why that it?
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2021.10.21 11:56 AmberRabbinate Do you remember the "Virgin Windows vs Chad Mac" commercials?
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2021.10.21 11:56 krypto-news-deutsch Bitcoin-Transaktionsvolumen erreicht 700 Milliarden US-Dollar in einer Woche
Bitcoin-Transaktionsvolumen erreicht 700 Milliarden US-Dollar in einer Woche - Es gab viele Vergleiche der Preisbewegungen von Bitcoin jetzt und im April, als die Kryptowährung ihr bisheriges Allzeithoch erreichte.
Forschungsunternehmen IntoTheBlock weist nun auf einen erstaunlichen Unterschied im Transaktionsvolumen von Bitcoin zwischen den beiden Zeiträumen hin.
$700 Milliarden Wöchentliches Transaktionsvolumen
Nach Angaben des Forschungsunternehmens erreichte das On-Chain-Volumen von Bitcoin über 700 Millia... ... weiterlesen auf https://news-krypto.de/krypto-news/bitcoin-transaktionsvolumen-erreicht-700-milliarden-us-dollar-in-einer-woche/?feed_id=38184&_unique_id=61717f9aea2ef
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2021.10.21 11:56 Asbelsinii CTM! WEON
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2021.10.21 11:56 flyinhighaskmeY It's time to change the way we think
The cryptic tweets are bothering me. A lot.
Computershare took months to figure out. Same with Sears. Chopsticks. 741 took weeks. Better..but still not good.
In retrospect, the answers were obvious. That's common with riddles. But these were too obvious to fall back on that. I'm asking a new question now. Why did it take so long to figure these out and what can be done to change that?
There's an obvious answer to that question too. We're thinking too broadly about this issue. That's the wrong way to think in a situation like this. Instead of thinking broadly we need to start thinking as investors. We (GME shareholders) need to start thinking like RC. We should constantly be asking ourselves, "if you were in RC's shoes, what would you need your fellow investors to do to allow you to address the suspected naked short situation and grow the company."
I've seen post after post where Apes claim to have floated ideas found in the various DD's by those in the financial world. Let's try floating a new hypothetical. "If you were the controlling interest in a situation like GME (ie RC), what would you want the other investors to do to help facilitate an honest accounting of shares in the market". I think asking and answering this question would have given us DRS and 741 almost immediately. No cryptic tweets required.
I'm only one of many thousands here. I'd challenge all of you to try to think about this situation from RC's perspective and come up with ideas that we, as investors in this amazing company, can do to protect our interests as shareholders. Remember, if there is a large naked short position that is money STOLEN from each and every investor in the company.
It's a beautiful day to go to the moon.
Not financial advice.
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2021.10.21 11:56 superfankiks What are the tell-tale signs of a rich kid?
2021.10.21 11:56 m44rud Hva er den ultimate helgemiddagen? Lørdag/Søndag
2021.10.21 11:56 bigdabskitchen 32 [M4F] Resorts World tomorrow
Hi I'll be at Resorts World area tomorrow. We could hangout after an event I'll be attending. Im 32 professional chubby/dad bod. Hit me up if you got nothing else better to do tomorrow :)
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2021.10.21 11:56 EllieC130 Why did no one tell me about Rossi and SPOILER?
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2021.10.21 11:56 pineappleshakeeee 22 [F4M] Call?
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2021.10.21 11:56 fmigg22 Alguien sabe si los Dividendos de Río Tinto Plc se salvan de los impuestos de EEUU? Me entra la duda porque en teoría están en Inglaterra y no pagan impuesto por dividendo allá, pero el ticket symbol disponible en el SIC es de la NYSE.
2021.10.21 11:56 Jok3zRose Get over here midget
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2021.10.21 11:56 Consistent-Acadia-10 Here’s another one for you Billy
2021.10.21 11:56 Waspinator1983 Be carefully. Bear trap incoming. Sell your shb asap now!
Bitcoin is going down and it will take all the altcoins with it. https://www.google.com/amp/s/cryptopotato.com/bitcoin-price-flash-crashed-87-to-8200-on-binance-us/%3famp Shib will not be spared. Sell whatever scraps you have left and gtfo 😢
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2021.10.21 11:56 silentrocker Happy Pokhara after the pandemic
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2021.10.21 11:56 AwakenedAndHealed Some narcissistic parents look like model citizens of this world.
TRIGGER WARNING: ( mentions suicide ideation) I thought "evil people" / awful people were very obvious. I thought you can see them or "smell" them a mile away. I used to think abuse was very obvious. I didn't know that negligence is also abuse. Because of my Nmom unfortunately learned that negligence is also abuse. That deciding to be with an extremely violent, abusive, has no financial capacity to survive on his own, let alone have a partner and children is "evil". I thought she was a victim of an abusive man. I realized, Nmom & Ndad were together for more than a decade BEFORE THEY DECIDED to have children. They were even frustrated that Nmom couldn't conceive after being together for more than decade. They really intentionally tried hard to make a family and finally succeeded. Growing up, I used to believe I was the reason she stayed with my Ndad. I had that belief because she would always tell us (her children), relatives and friends that she stayed because of us kids. Nmom would say I knew he was abusive and she wanted to leave him, but one there were kids, she couldn't. What?!?!? How dare she say that! I realized when a grown woman decides to have children with a very abusive man after more than a decade of being abused by him, that is HER FAULT. HER CHOICE. I've grown up feeling so gulity (she'd guilt trip me all the time). I thought I was the reason she had a horrible life. But I was part of that horrible life she chose. Her children also grew up in an extremely dysfunctional household because of her decision. How dare she blame her children! She bled my dry of my finances. Because of HER GUILT TRIPPING and MANIPULATIONS I DEVOTED my life to her. I PROVIDED EVERYTHING SHE NEEDS and a LOT of HER WANTS. I gave her my youth. Even through my depression and suicide ideation, I put her first until I just couldn't anymore because my body finally gave up on me after fighting for so long. During this extremely difficult time, she literally left me alone. Nmom REFUSED TO EVEN SPEAK to me on the phone because I was "so negative, she didn't like negativity in her life". Nmom used my siblings (her flying monkeys & her relatives) to hurt me even more and manipulate me further. We didn't talk for almost a year. To add insult to injury. After one year of being apart, when it was time for her to live in the house us her kids were paying for. She talked to my siblings and told them to better talk to me about her return because she was very afraid and anxious that I'd flip once she gets home. She's the one who freaks out, not me. I'm normally calm in very stressful situations. I just recently learned, accepted and I'm in the process of moving on from the fact that my "saintly, devout christian, forever victim mother" is a disgusting, vile and EVIL doing person. It was unbelievable for me to grasp that my Nmom, who supposedly loves God so much she practically lives in the church as she is so busy with church activities that requires a lot of funds, that I used to provide... IS ACTUALLY A NARCISSIST. Nmom's always been so meek, patient and subtle. She's always so quiet and just smiles and is very "positive" until we get home then she's the Grinch. My Ndad was the super obvious one, he was grandiose and all the works. My Nmom was the complete opposite, or so I thought. Who would ever think that the quiet old lady who sings for the choir and is present in almost all church activities is actually a very EVIL human being. My Nmom is loved by ALL. She's a model citizen. When people we know describe admirable people, they use my Nmom as an example. Nmom is a beacon of hope for survivors of domestic abuse. She's always gets compliments about how she "raised" her children. I used to believe that lie, I thought she at very least contributed to raising us. Looking back, no.. I raised myself then raised my siblings as a child. I learned to bathe my self when I was 4? I started ironing and sewing my uniform by the age of 7? I had to learn because I was so ashamed of my wrinkly clothes. My friends were very jealous and envious of how close, loving and lovey dovey my family was. No one knew it was for show. I didn't even know it was a "show". It was all just an act we started to learn as infants. Then we grew up just unconsciously believing all lies.
Never judge people. You really don't know what goes on behind closed doors. You don't know what someone is really going through. You don't know if the people you are jealous of, are really truly happy. We most of the time, don't even know ourselves, how can we assume we know others? ABUSE looks different for all types of people. Vulnerable/Covert NARCISSISTS are very subtle. They seem admirable and appear to have a quiet peace in them. They appear to be saints. BE CAREFUL. STAY AWAY from NARCISSISTS.
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