Fear of future...

2021.09.25 02:06 sadMig_ Fear of future...

Hi. I'm 18 years old and I'm going to let off steam here about my fear of my uncertain future. I always noticed that there was something different about me compared to other children. I have mental images of everyone together having fun and me sitting on the floor just watching them with that discomfort of not being able to integrate. At the crèche I went with terrible anxiety. I hated it but I don't remember much of what happened at that time. Things got a little better in the primary. I finally managed to make friends but I spoke very little. 5th grade and 6th grade were the highlight of my life. I didn't even know what anxiety was then. I had no problem socializing unless with someone else who showed superiority. Problems begin to bloom on the surface from the 7th year onwards. I can't deal with stressful situations and because of that I would panic and spend my breaks locked in the bathroom crying. It was just a few situations but even so it had a huge impact on me to withdraw more and the Asperger Syndrome rekindled. I had expectations about high school. I ended up going upset to another school by my mother's decision. Basically high school doesn't tell me anything. I did nothing. I didn't socialize. Not a single word of mouth came out. I always went with that chest tightness to school with the constant fear of what others would think. I finished high school and continued with expectations about my university life. The covid came and in fact it didn't help at all. It made me more and more love this solitude where there is no criticism or judgment. I didn't stop doing things. I was getting my driving license... After a lot of stress I suffer an emotional disconnect. A depersonalization/derealization. That is, I start acting and talking not being fully aware of what I'm doing. As if I had left the Matrix and seen the world as a simulation. I'm just standing there and letting life take me. Each day passes and I notice improvements but I remain disconnected from reality. This scares me a lot. No longer did the problems I had with socializing, let alone that. I've been alone in this world for almost 8 years. Without friends. Only family and people I talk to eventually online. This makes me afraid for my future. I wonder if anyone has ever been through this. I've heard that having this within the autism spectrum has a 10x chance of developing schizophrenia. Only the word itself frightens. I've been exercising regularly every day but it's still not enough to bring me back to reality. I do not know what to do
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2021.09.25 02:06 TheNoOfCthulu A LINK to a fan-made Game Over theme (Made by me)

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2021.09.25 02:06 LexCorpPrivate DID YOU GUYS KNOW RACISM IS BAD!?

The new episode was unbearable. I wanted this to be Lena's episode because I'm intrigued what's going on with her but instead we get another racism is bad episode but racism had nothing to do with the events. The issue at hand had absolutely nothing to do with racism. It's not a personal attack on the kid they just didn't have enough radiators. Then Kelly gets mad at Supergirl for being busy trying to find her friend and track down a 5th dimensional being who could do who knows what. What makes me angry the most is that there was no racism in that episode and Kelly just forced it in and acted like it was. The episode ended with Kara saying sorry for doing nothing wrong. Kelly is more boring than Jimmy was who had his personality stolen to Winn. This show just loves shoving socio political messages down your throat. I actually like the show and it's characters but I hate when they do this.
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2021.09.25 02:06 afarro Judas to Jesus: are you coming to the Last Supper this Thursday?

Jesus: what do you mean ‘last’ supper? Judas: sorry, sorry, I meant supper, supper !
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Like right now? Anyone know for sure?
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2021.09.25 02:06 Ok_Parsnip3214 What Ottawa retailer sells Spotify gift cards?

I saw them once before and didn’t buy. Now I want to try and can’t find them. Checked Walmart’s, $ store and odd grocery stores. Anyone know of a store that sells them for sure?
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2021.09.25 02:06 MNewc This guy can really play any role

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2021.09.25 02:06 Lejonss Discord does'nt work while playing game

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2021.09.25 02:06 sofiagodinez3 1.5 y/o cat with cerebellar hypoplasia litter box help

Hi there! I have an amazing cat who happens to have cerebellar hypoplasia (also known as Wobbly Cat Syndrome) named Max. My roommate and I were not told at the time of adoption that he had already been diagnosed with this. It was not until we took him to get spayed that we were asked if we knew of his condition. We love him to pieces. He is an incredible boy who isn't afraid of anything.
When we first got him, he had some trouble using the litter box. He would always go right outside of where he was supposed to. For a while, he stopped and was using the box as normal. We have recently moved and he has started missing the litter box again when he uses the bathroom. I know that a change in environment may be the reason for this, but has been 3 months and he has still not been able to use the box properly.
My roommate and I feel like we have tried everything. From putting diapers on him, trying out every kind of litterbox, taking him to the vet, using litter attractants, and blocking off spaces except for the litter box. He still is having trouble. We are all out of ideas and sadly, it's getting very frustrating to have to come home everyday to clean piss and poo multiple times a day.
We want to be able to help him and we want to able to provide him with the best care we can. If anyone has any ideas or suggestions about how to help our good boy Max, please do. Thank you!
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2021.09.25 02:06 Skywalkorok How do Festive tokens work?

I just playing normally before and I got 3 tokens, now I cant get any no matter how well I do, I don't get any of the accommodations as well, is their certain criteria I need to follow to get the tokens and accommodations?
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2021.09.25 02:06 quite_a_generic_name Dawn of war, which is better.

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2021.09.25 02:06 idontenjoyfortnite Why does some of Starset's songs have such long outros?

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2021.09.25 02:06 CommodoreBeta I made a hypothetical alternate Sydney transport map if the people planning the new Sydney Metro had their priorities straight

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